my feels:my life

during the start of this year (2013)

me and my cousins won the gangnam style dance contest hur-hur-hur

i also won 2nd place at a cosplay event

kim and my photo won 3rd place in a sylvanian family photo contest

my photo also won 1st place at crunchy roll's monster hunter photo contest

kim and i won best monster and best female respectively last level up live 2013

i got featured in different sites: magnetic rose.net, anibee.tv etc.

rakets here and there

i transferred grad school and enrolled for MAED this sem

i'm still a grade 3 teacher together with the osm people of grade 3

then i thought..."hey! i actually got a good head start!"

but conflicts came like pouring rain

it somehow crushed me

~my SIM only placed 3rd at a science fair

despite giving my all and sticking with the criteria and last year's tips during the division meet

~i won't be able to continue attending graduate school 

because we have a CATCH UP PROGRAM every Saturday 

(it's 16 Saturdays btw...14 more to go)

my entry for cosplay snapshot project 4 didn't make it :c

i'am really pissed right now...

i wanted a break...

i wanted to finish my masterals but stupid things happen

i wanted to grab every opportunity that i can but i can't

because of time...

classes were suspended...

~off to an interview

hope it'll be fine :c

MY Feels

WTF's wrong with my feels today?!

I'm still in a feel-train...

and this feeling is more than being down, depressed, frustrated, tired and fed up

~with work, with my schooling, with my pupils, with my dreams and specially with my partner

I always dream high...I always aim high!

but the risk here will always be from falling, losing and expecting too much

I entered an inter-school competition~I lost 

I was hoping to enter a cosplay competition with my partner~I lost hope and eventually gave up

I was feeling unloved~Ibroke up with my partner

Tired from all the school shiznitz~can't do anything about that though~

I am becoming sick and tired of all these shiz

 ~just wanna:

fck

nothing good is happening 

this week was really hellish

but still...no candy for me orz

i'm so frustrated with work

with that effin contest and its effin judges

work loads and such

half-assed costume

haf-assed partner

an up coming event

another competition

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

i'm going to die